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Yesterday I was contacted by lovely woman & heart entrepreneur Bethany Perry I had met 2 years ago at a business conference in LA with Christina Morassi called “Flip your switch” (I wrote about it here).

She told me that during her personal transformation work she had a vision and a profound realization in with also my drawings appeared. So she contacted me to share her profound experience and to discuss whether I could draw her vision – which was so much about bringing together the feminine and masculine aspects of oneself – as opposed to keep looking for that “man”/ “woman” outside. She has been focusing her work on brain health and nutrition and this revelation of hers reminded me of how the Channeled Drawing process also balances the right/left brain hemispheres, in the way it uses the free imaginative feminine flow while using the observer and associate skills to understand the guidance. So it was magical to realize that this came together as it did.

But that’s not where the magic ends…

After we finished our conversation, I was looking at the Channeled Drawing I had created the same morning before our conversation and then totally recognized her beautiful vision in it. I had seen the drawing in another yet similar context for myself but now after the conversation with my friend I saw a new wider context and horizon in it. Truly amazing.

Channeled Drawing never ceased to surprise me with its magic synchronicities…

Now, I am curious where our soul-laboration will lead us as we will develop to re-create her vision in an upcoming video. So stay tuned…

Please check out Bethany’s coaching services here on her website and on Facebook.
If you feeling generous you may want to support her entry for winning a scholarship for Marie Forleo’s B-School. Just give her a thumbs up on here on her youtube video, where she lays out her heart mission. Thank you.

… and here is the drawing that manifested even before I talked to her…

The Vision

Know the feeling when you recognize you’ve been running from that emptiness inside? When I do, I get really busy, watch TV shows and movies, talk to friends, spend hours on the computer or get attached to someone who makes me feel nice, needed and connected, some people do workshops one after another, party, eat, don’t eat, drink, smoke, have sex or do whatever to keep the mind and heart from feeling that emptiness, that part that we believe to be missing inside. What we’re running from is feeling fear. A fear that there’s nothing for us, we’re nothing substantial and nobody is there for us. We’re alone and we believe that means lonely. I assume most people feel this fear to some degree perhaps sometimes we don’t even recognize it as fear. It’s OK. However, to keep running for a longer period of time some of these avoidance habits to feel this fear develop into patterns and emotional perhaps also physical addictions. Some are very subtle and difficult to detect on our own.

I have done it for years. I developed my favorite addictions… some of them I am not even aware to call them as such yet. Only when I “loose” a “fulfilling” outside source, something or someone I had been getting attached to for whatever the reason the fear of feeling that emptiness, becomes so strong that is more challenging to run away and more clear the ways that I find to do it anyways.

Well being in that part of the cycle again, I have challenged myself to choose to really dare face this fear this time. I am choosing to be with it – give it space and stop continuing whatever addictive behavior I notice – that keeps me feeling unfulfilled anyhow.

And then a few days ago I received a gift. I found myself  in a black space, a black room. Darkness. However despite my fear I felt a calmness, a safety, stillness… and as I contiinued to just be in that space a sense of peace came over me. And then I started to recognize an interesting sensation, that of being excited. A dawning of unlimited potential, unmanifested ideas, a fullness of sorts yet without being materialized. A full emptiness. And it seemed to be at the center of everything. I guess that is what Quantum physics calls the zero point. It’s like a black hole, dark matter and it has sooooo so much energy and power.

Further, I observed that if the pulse of that unmanifested potential vibrates at such a rate that it passes a threshold (whatever that is)… it turns into a strike of lightning, igniting a bright starlight, omnidirectional essence and with focusing on this impulse that light gets a direction. It’s seems to be a mission and the light becomes an idea that is landing like a plane on the speed way becoming slower and slower and denser until it seems to almost stop moving to manifest into some form, whatever it’s intention, impulse, original idea was.

To me the whole thing appeared visually while sitting in the center of the black velvet void (as Barbara Brennan called it). This experience was truly transforming my fear of that emptiness. It’s one thing to know about the process of creation (as I learnt it in the Barbara Brennan School of Healing and other schools) and another to really experience and observe it so viscerally inside myself and in the context of facing my fear. I could feel my body relaxing in places I wasn’t even aware I held a tension. I was breathing deeper and felt at awe.

Now when I recognize I am keeping myself busy somehow and I recognize fear creeping or luring in some corner of my day … I dare to stop more often what I am doing, to be with that emptiness I am fearing, tolerating the feelings to pass through until I feel the soothing centering stillness again, until I recognize emptiness’s fullness of unmanifested potential and feel peace again knowing how I can create whatever I intend from inside that space inside me.

You dare to share in the comments what you’re favorite addictions are?


Well this week’s Channeled Drawing is abit unusual in every way as it manifested as a co-creation with my dear friend on top of the mountain “Katrin” in the wonderful Austrian alps after my expansive graduation week from the Barbara Brennan School of Healing.  It is a tradition to leave your name and some thoughts in a “peak book” (Gipfelbuch) which is on top of each mountain peak. So we decided to leave a channeled drawing up there on the last free page that was available. So here it is… (click to enlarge- sorry no color this time!) Only the sky painted along with some raindrops that came out of the blue sunny sky (talk about wonders)!

So this time there is no video reading for it but I would love to hear from you in the comments what you see and perhaps what it may reveal as guidance for yourself. I’m really curious to hear.

BTW to share more wonders: we saw a snake on our hike up and a buzzard (hawk like bird of prey) on the way down. Both animals are significant power animals. also I had lost my sunglasses on the way and felt a bit bummed but let it go and at the Alm waiting for the lift a man ran up to me (that had passed us before) and brought me my sunglasses ;)

Back down in the valley we were surprised by a thunderstorm with hail to massage our heads (ahhaha) and to be gifted with a rainbow later. Since it was my graduation I had seen rainbows for 3 days each day and this was one of them. But the most magical one was a rainbow around the sun (halo) on our last day together. I’ve seen this kind of rainbow a few times always in the company of a dear soul friend. I feel the smirk of the rainbow and the heavens accompanying our journey with delight and magic.

So this week’s inspirations for self-exploration

  • Who would you like to co-create with and what?
  • What significant signs and symbols showed up for you this week and how do they make you feel?

Love to hear your sharings in the comments.

Have a fantastic rest of the week.
with cosmic giggles,